• bystresscookie

My own worst enemy

I just played through Blackbird, by the Beatles, 3 times in a row. Twice singing. And, yes, tripping a lot along the way.

AND, all I could do after was tell myself I sucked. That I am a hack. That I have no discipline…

I spent over a year learning that song. And, I know that even being able to trip through it is a feat for many guitarists (Something I will never claim to be. I accompany myself out of necessity.) Yet, I can actually, when in practice, do quite a good job of it. Even posted a recording on soundcloud! (That was a feat for me.)

Why is it so bloody difficult for me to acknowledge